Archive for June, 2006

I like to screw with people

Tuesday, June 27th, 2006

They have a poker tournament here every monday night, with best buy gift certificates as prizes. A went out quickly because there was mention of ice cream, and while I was waiting for Natalie to bust so we could get ice cream (she kept on winning even though she didn’t want to – strange how that happens) I wandered over to another table, where I saw david had quite a bit of chips.

I asked him if it worked, if his new method of cheating was paying off for him. He looked shocked and tried to play it down, but I kept asking him if he tried it and said that I would never lower my moral standards to win at a game. I claimed that he had used some kind of hybrd egyptian-mayan algebra system to devise this cheating method. He seemed really uncomfortable in trying to claim that he was not cheating, so I stopped.

I really don’t know why I enjoy that so much.

Well, what happened was

Monday, June 26th, 2006

Apparently, I was burnt so badly at the beach yesterday that I became dehyradted, which explains the depressed-sounding post I made last night.

If you wondered, being dehyrdated makes you feel really strange.

Some days

Monday, June 26th, 2006

Some days I get really lonely. Not just lonely like I long for personal companionship, but a different, deeper kind of lonliness. I feel isolated from the intellectual community, because of my inability to communicate clearly the ridiculous ideas that are bouncing around inside of my head. I feel isolated from friends who see things differently than I do.

The thing is, though, it’s good to feel lonely. It’s good to desire companionship and intimacy. It means that I’m happy to be alive. It feels so good to be able to say that now. I welcome these lonely days of isolation because they mean that I know I will be happier soon.

Rrr

Wednesday, June 21st, 2006

Somehow I got onto a bunch of right wing mailing lists, and I’ve been trying unsucessfully to have myself removed from them.

In other news, I’ve finally started enjoying my research here. I am happy. I like it here, but I’ll be happy to get home just the same.

Admittedly Somewhat Drunk

Saturday, June 17th, 2006

The existence and perpetuation of frameworks of explanation is one of my greatest sources of headaches. Everythign people do, it seems to me, is based upon the construction of theoretical frameworks designed to explain their world and make predictions. The thign is, a theortetical framework is simply a compression algorithm; it’s a way of reducing everything we’ve seen to an amount of information that is easily rememberable.

When will we realize that compression is not truth, that there is no way of knowing anything for certain, and that you can easily provide two wildly different frameworks that have the same predictive capability and are therefore logically equivalent? When will we learn to truly respect each other, no matter how wildly our opinions diverge? Or will we ever learn such a thing? Will we always be doomed to be yelling at each other across chasms of different philosophical underpinnings, which are orthoganal to each other and yet somehow converge in predictive capability?

I claim to not belieive anything, but really i believe some things very strongly. I think tha tlife is worth living, that you shoul dalways tell the truth, and that you should not put any weight onto what others will say.

Will we find love? Will we die alone? Will we ever know the intimacy we crave? Can we be close with a stranger? can we love our enemies? Can we truly realize the universal nature of creation, that our own identities are merely self-propogating delusions and that our conciousness’ separation from that of our co-enhabitants is merely a result of the damn rules that drive our system?

I do not know, but i hope positively for the future :)

On My First Week at Harvey Mudd

Saturday, June 10th, 2006

I really like Harvey Mudd College. I feel like I fit in there, and I think I can say pretty assuredly that had I known of its existence when I was looking at colleges, I would be going there right now. The students themselves seem to talk down the campus, but I think it’s beautiful.

The research I am doing is on optical networking problems. It’s very theory intensive, which means that there’s a good probablity I will not write a line of code this summer. I’m not sure I’m too happy about that, which is why I’m hoping maybe I could take the research in a different direction. We haven’t actually decided ‘what we will be doing’ for this summer yet; so far, we have been reading papers on different theories that were proven in optical networking. A typical paper proposes a problem, and then shows that the problem is ‘NP Complete’ which means that it takes a computer a long time to solve. Next week, we’ll be scouring the recent literature about networking to try and find problems that are interesting for us to work on. Most likely, we’ll get a paper out of our work this summer, and hopefully we’ll get published.

The people here are cool. I have been doing my best to make friends, and it has proceeded very well. There’s a decent amount of socialization offered by the school, and I’ve been doing my best to try and make friends outside the program so I can widen the range of potential friendships as much as possible.

I am living out of my parents’ house for the first time ever. I feel like I’m finnally getting to experience what ‘campus life’ is all about, and I have to say that I love it. I am buying my own groceries for the first time ever (instead of just buying for the whole family) and I even purchased my own cup and bowl. I thought about getting some silverware, but for now I’ve just been using a single plastic spoon that I took from the cafeteria. Maybe I’ll get a set or something. :)

I am happy at Mudd. I think this will be a good summer and I’m enjoying meeting new people. All the same, I will be happy to come home and see my friends in Cincinnati again.

Happy Birthday To Me! (Well, Tommorrow…)

Wednesday, June 7th, 2006

Mark P Neyer wrote:

> Michael Kai Mayeda wrote:
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>> Mark P Neyer wrote:
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>>> Hello Everyone:
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>>> Tomorrow I turn 21, and since I’m from Cincinnati I don’t really know anywhere to go and celebrate my birthday. Does anyone have any suggestions of a good place to go?
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>>> Also, If you’d like to come and have dinner with me that’d be sweet too; the more the merrier, I say.
>>>
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>> tropical lei is right down the street.
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> is that like a hawaiian restaurant or what?
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it’s a strip bar…don’t know if you’re the type to party there, just a suggestion

Road Trip Photos

Tuesday, June 6th, 2006

I have made photo albums of all the pictures I took on my road trip.

Maybe later i’ll write out about actually what happened; I’m just a little busy at the moment. I will say, however, that Harvey Mudd is awesome, Claremont is beautiful, the research I’m doing is interesting and the people I’m working with are cool.

Here are the photo albums:

Road Trip I
Road Trip II
Road Trip III
Road Trip IV
Road Trip V